Hindsight
Marianne Gambaro
Word Count 186
I guess it began before COVID
although COVID put everything under a microscope.
At yoga class where we met
the instructor introduced you as new in town.
Over tea after class we discovered
we were both aspiring writers,
our husbands were into photography
and we loved good food.
Some fun but nonmemorable times followed.
I was never comfortable
with your proclivity for gossip,
even about people I didn’t know.
I was horrified when you told me about caring
for your neighbor’s house while they were away
and going through their things because
Isn’t that what everyone does?
Did I really need to know
about the vibrator in their night-table drawer?
Since I had entrusted you with my key
when we were on vacation,
I changed my locks.
Your snarky remarks got increasingly snarkier.
When you crashed your car Christmas Day
and I drove an hour each way to rescue you
I was rewarded with a terse Thanks.
Not even lunch?
or a lousy bottle of wine?
When COVID hit we Zoomed weekly
at first. Then bi-monthly.
Then stopped altogether because
we had nothing left to say.
Marianne’s poems and essays have been published in print and online journals including Mudfish, CALYX, Oberon Poetry Magazine, and The Naugatuck River Review. Her chapbook, Do NOT Stop for Hitchhikers, was published by Finishing Line Press. Her career as a journalist is often reflected in the narrative style of her poetry. A committed humane volunteer, she does enrichment with stray and injured cats at her regional animal shelter, socializing them and preparing them for adoption. She lives, writes, and gardens in verdant Western Massachusetts, with her photographer-husband and two feline muses.